Is it my fault?

I set the alarm early to go and get the oil change which I made the appointment yesterday. I woke up and there was a blizzard going on. I called the garage to cancel as this garage is on the outskirts of the city. I am not comfortable driving the truck in that much snow. I left a message to call me back to reschedule for tomorrow, so far no call.

I posted a picture of my daughter's cat on this dating profile I am on, and they deleted it. I openly challenged their action on my profile. Other profiles have pics of animals. I always felt that the contents of my profile were being monitored since the crystal ball incident. You could tell by the way I wrote it I was fuming mad. I went ahead to delete my profile, and my action was not allowed, which p***ed me off even more, so I hid the profile. I have made contact with some people which was ok. The time and effort writing back and forth....doesn't seem to produce any results. I did meet a few, I am just not interested anymore. I am enraged to today. It is important that I tame the beast that is a brewing within me- I know myself and when I get like that I start impulsive decision making. Either long overdue, or not thought out at all.

My life has been on line for the most part........this is not enough for me!

It is one of those days, when I am not in synch.